gloom

it's not my death i'm worried about. what haunted me , what scared me, is not my own end. it's the people i love. people around me.


i'm scared of them leaving me.

hurt. but safe and sound

being unloved is hurtful. hollow.

all the emptiness. it crawled all over, gnawing the inside of you.








this beautiful new song was my lullaby recently. it has the eerie, magical feeling that'll send goosebumps all over you. can't wait for the movie to come out :)

and i think Mia Green covered it best. her calming voice is seductive.

this is your best song ever taylor swift!

Christmas

Merry belated Christmas everyone!

When Christmas bells are swinging above the fields of snow, we hear sweet voices ringing from lands of long ago, and etched on vacant places are half-forgotten faces of friends we used to cherish, and loves we used to know.  ~Ella Wheeler Wilcox

i'm sorry that i'm really late. i was just home from my vacation to KL for 5 days. hope u guys have a nice holiday. going to post a lot of pictures in the next post. bye! i'm rushin.

 

May christmas joy and hope and cheers surround you till the time next year

a little tea cup ♥

all my favorite. flowers, laces, beautiful porcelain cups, books :D

i know this one is out of theme, but i love this snow globe, or shall i say glitter globe, sooo much.

balloons!

hello there! here i am. playing with balloons, posing kinda weirdly and if you feel the urge to puke, here's a plastic bag.

nah, just kidding. had to thank my bro. again again again. THANKS BRO THANKS BRO.

seriously taking pics with balloons is not as easy as what you think. first, blowing and pumping the balloons was torturing, took lots of time, and they kept popping even though we did nothin to them.

second, have i mention it's hard to take pictures with balloons? yep, i have. every shoot we have to rearrange the balloon. not to mention the balloons kept popping. oh, said that already but the 'BAAAAM!' sound could reaaally gave u a heart attack.


well, the pics are not great since we had so lot of troubles. but enjoy. or at least, try to endure it :P

aaand goodluck to my besties, CC for the huge wushu competition (a pro like you will be the best :)) and AO for the school Christmas dance. :D

just wait. i'll surely will do another balloon shoots. :)

.....

feelin' really bored, and lazy. my brother and i had a lot of photoshoots again. 'll post them later. when i hv a better mood.


flowers flowers and flowers again. why am i so girly. ugh.

we meet again sunshine :D

after last night's photoshoot, my brother and i are totally obsessed doing it. it's supersuper fun! today we went to the highest floor in our house. well, the view's not much, the place is kinda dirty, but at least the sun's shining brightly :D

there's still sooo many pics but there's no way i'll put them all. loading's too slooow

my brother kinda helped me choose which pics i should post in my blog. but most of the time i didn't agree with his choices. he kept begging me to post the pic with me dancing like a monkey in it. or the ones where i was walking like penguin. well, of course i objected. they should be where they should be, kept safely in a hidden document in my laptop :)

but once again i had to thank my brother. without you i'm nothing. :) xoxo, glen.

fun :)

today my brother and i had the craziest photo shoot Ever! to celebrate our freedom. exams had officially ended! woooot!:D


we turned on random music really LOUDly and just have fun. i was acting all random and crazy and my bro was busy snapping pictures of me :)

HEY YOU!!!

BOW TO ME! KNEEL DOWN! Now! :P

blurry handmotions. singing to the song. ladidadidum...

oh, did i mention that my little cousin was joining the fun too? he's such a cutie, but when he starts to scream... *Sigh*



thankyou brother for being my photographer and being so nice to me today :*

cakes!

i must have told you that i love the smell of cakes baking in the air. yeap, i'm sure i have. well, don't u just love that scent?


i love it very very much and i'm lucky to live under one roof with a really great baker. i can't describe with words when the sweet lemoney aroma of this lemon cheesecake started to fill the air of our small home. it's like heaven. the smell of fresh cream, cheese and lemon.

the frosting and topping was not much and yeah, the cake was not too beautifully decorated, but who cares? it tasted like heaven. you can feel the cake and cheese melting in your mouth with a twist of fresh lemon and lemon zest. and the cake was not really sweet too, perfect for me :) i don't like sweet things very much.



aaah, enjoy picturing it :P

exams blaahhh...

year end slash final term examination is tomorrow.

and i will also have HSK mandarin examination next week


brr... just thinking about it makes me shudder. i'm seriously freakin out. i am freakin out.

aaaarghhhhh!!!


i haven't prepare anything, except for the religion test, that's tomorrow. i should probably start studying. now. or maybe... right away. but not now. 

yeaah..... there's this captivating novel that i can't get my eyes off. so well, studying attempt number 1 = FAILED!!! :D

how i wish for these exams to end right away and i can go somewhere tranquil and beachy to spend my holidays.

but now my main wish is for God to send me a private jet so i can go back to that place in the picture above, the beautiful Phuket. please please pretty please. visited it two years ago and i don't wanna go home.

but of course, i can't. ugh

a little something

sometimes
the least important can be the most important
the least remembered can be the most remembered
the least forgotten will be the fastest forgotten
and the least loved can love the most



ah, never mind if u don't understand the hidden meaning between the words, i do.

whatever.


well, do u remember my fondness of sushiney things? here's another beautiful light among the wild flowers on the ground.

i looove those kind of flowers. if i have to choose between the well cared flowers and wild flowers, i'll choose the wild one for sure :) they have a breathtaking beauty that i can't express with words... <3

bonjour !

i can't get enough of France. french food, fashion, eiffel tower. aah, city of love <3

and of course. i can't get enough of these beautiful colourful little pastries. macarons.

i swear the moment i step a foot on france, i'll buy myself real french macarons :)

dreamoutloud

ah. this thing called life.

u love it ur lucky, hate it, suck it up.



but one most important thing is...


never stop believing

speaking of believing, i believe i'll probably have circles under my eyes if i don't sleep earlier


photo credits: my brother

drama

i never thought i'm going to say this:

i'm tired of all the dramas.

yeah. sec 3 is weird. my life is a whole lot more peaceful before.

not that  i didn't enjoy every second of the stupid high school dramas. sure i do! it's not fun but it's you know, uum... a part of life?


ugh. forget about it.




i'd rather post a flower than talk about all these nonsense crap.

and i have one message for all my haters.

screw you, suckers! \m/

yummtownnnn :)

yuuum :9
i wish those were mine

nightout

i live in a town with so little places to go. i didn't mind going to the same place over and over again.

however, i think that our town really need more shopping places. seriously. i just love two stores in this town.

so this is my normal night out. i'm sooo lacking of post. so well, i have no choice but to post this kind of unimportant stuffs.

happy bday

first of all i'm sorry that i posted this one day late.

now i should be going to school n revising my geography for the test today but somehow, i can't stand not posting this dedicated post to u.


10 years living with u, it feels like living in hell. u are annoying, u are noisy, u talk nonsense. and u are smelly sometimes.


however, i'm sure that 4 years later, when i'll be studying abroad, i will, ehrm, Miss u.

i'll miss ur silly, nonsense, imaginative talking. i'll even miss ur eyes that i want to have so badly.



i can still remember the time we were playing dinosaurs and monsters, camping, and house together and i miss that and when u bought me those books for my 11th bday, that was the Sweetest thing u've ever done to me.


everytime i need someone to talk with u r the first choice i have and i want to thank u for listening to me even though i never listen to anything u said.


so, i hope ur wishes came true n even though there's still a million words to say, i need to go to school n study geo.






HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAMIAN !!!

bohottle

so yeah. our mid term bahasa exam is sth associated with music and poetry? i dunno. just kinda creepy. well, i already hate reciting poetry, let alone singing it.
just picture a group of morons singing weird songs with sappy lyrics while hitting some recycled musical instruments. yep. that's our exam.
soo i made a maracas using a mineral water bottle and rice. typically easily-made kind of instrument.
p.s.: patience is never my thing so please, pardon me if the junk's kinda messy. it's a junk anyway, duh.